Seduce me

I remember this one time when I was twelve years old-ish. My dad called me up into his room and was laying on his bed on his back. I enter the room and he asks me to close the door. I was on the edge of the bed but unsure of what was expected. This was new. He closes his eyes and stays on his back and says, “Do what you want with me. Seduce me.”

I paused, a little shocked and very sure I didn’t want to be in the room, let alone seducing anyone. At twelve years old, I really didn’t know what he meant as I was always told what to do. So, I did what I wanted with him. I got off the bed and left the room.

It was as daring as I had ever been but figured it was worth the risk of getting in trouble. He said and did absolutely nothing. I’m not sure if he thought what I did was funny or not. I felt like I had just conquered a mountain.

This little episode has been on my mind lately. Each time I have sat down to write on my blog, this was the only thing that came to mind. I figured the reason somewhere in my brain is that things have been feeling really great lately. Maybe a small victory story suits me better right now.