Posts Tagged fear


Personal Retreat- musings #3

Slow down to Speed up.  This seems to be a theme for me lately.  I needed to find the calm so I can clarify what it is that I want to achieve.  I also needed to slow down and appreciate the many wonderful things about my life not instead of always looking ahead to what […]

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Personal Retreat- musings #2

During this week to myself, I have had the time to really remind myself how to move forward when other people’s energy has messed with my Ego.  I arrived here tired, feeling “stuck” and otherwise needing a recharge.  My sister told me that I chose motherhood and I should simply accept this as they way […]

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Random thoughts…maybe not so random.

I’m literally having anxiety attacks as I process this integration of what I’ve been doing and what I want to be doing.  I find myself running away, shutting down and basically being a big chicken.  I think I have a lot of work to do. To share, to heal, to help others heal. I’m running […]

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Stop Compromising

I have been processing some major energy shifts lately in the past few months. It’s left me feeling ungrounded and more than a little scatterbrained and exhausted. I’m trying to work with the flow of all this. I know I’ll end up in a much better place but there are moments when this push towards […]

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Longterm Effects of Sexual Abuse

** Warning ** Some of this content is graphic. It may have trigger issues for some. Please read this story only if you are in a good place emotionally. The sad truth is that I had no idea what was happening to me when my father was molesting me.  I was too young and nothing […]

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No Fear, Just Purpose

** Warning ** Some of this content is graphic. It may have trigger issues for some. Please read this story if you are in a good place emotionally. I have had a lot to think about lately.  My recent posts have sparked something huge.  I realize that there is something that NO ONE is talking […]

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Flashbacks and Memories

**content may be disturbing. It’s graphic. Don’t read unless you’re in a strong place emotionally** I’ve been having moments within my recent days where specific instances of sexual abuse occurred. They used to happen very infrequently and when they did they made me quite upset for a while after. I simply couldn’t deal with the […]

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